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undeserving
02:59
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clutching my lucky rings
as i bleed beneath the waist
reaching for serenity
lost in you, lost in me
clean the dirt from my fingernails
before they dig into your back
clawing for ecstasy
leaving you, leaving me
spit me out if i'm not enough.
i'll eat you back up, you're more than I deserve.
peel back my eyes so i can't miss you when I blink
since they won't shut when I lay by your side
marinating in a filthy bed
wondering if the ceiling is lower than before
waking up to familiar hurt
check my face in what once was a mirror
eroded memories thrown away
leaving ugly craters yet to be filled
panoramic yet distorted visions
led me to believe that
my world is closing inward
slowly closing inward
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2. |
expressions
02:17
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the bliss i felt was {shadows in my eyes}
intoxicating {I feel the tomb}
it was everything I needed {distortion in night skies}
yet more than i deserved
i couldn't have enough {echoes fill the air}
i couldn't say enough {I feel them too}
but i only did so much {where fear and love divide}
for the ones who truly cared
but more or less
my lesson's finally learned
that less is more when i
give or take from
those who resemble
kindling for the pyre
or books thrown down the well
though i can't tell which is which
regardless my loneliness remains uncured
the guilt i feel is {shadows in my eyes}
suffocating {I feel the tomb}
it's far from what i needed {distortion in night skies}
But it's what I deserve
i've finally had enough {echoes fill the air}
i've finally said enough {I feel them too}
it's time to do enough {where fear and love divide}
for those who still care
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